Even this is difficult...
Dec. 16th, 2003 11:36 amMy Sick Kitty seems to be tired all over: head, paws and tail. I think my Sick Kitty wants to go to sleep forever...
And I know what that really means - it is nearly time to have to face up to wielding the power of life and death over my kitties. It would be so much easier if I could convince myself that dead wasn't really dead. But this is the inevitable paradox for intelligent species - we can anticipate death.
We are scheduled to see the vet at 17:20, tomorrow Wed 17 Dec. If Sick Kitty gets much worse, we may have to bring that forward. Excuse me whilst I irrigate my lap-top.
In other news, the telephone to my ear specialist has been engaged for the past half hour, so I still don't know if I have cancer too. And my PGCE second interview is tomorrow. Neither of these things seem to matter much for now.
And I know what that really means - it is nearly time to have to face up to wielding the power of life and death over my kitties. It would be so much easier if I could convince myself that dead wasn't really dead. But this is the inevitable paradox for intelligent species - we can anticipate death.
We are scheduled to see the vet at 17:20, tomorrow Wed 17 Dec. If Sick Kitty gets much worse, we may have to bring that forward. Excuse me whilst I irrigate my lap-top.
In other news, the telephone to my ear specialist has been engaged for the past half hour, so I still don't know if I have cancer too. And my PGCE second interview is tomorrow. Neither of these things seem to matter much for now.